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My husband gained a job: I gained weight

It’s no secret that I’ve been struggling with my weight on and off for most of my life, but the last half a year or so it has really skyrocketed and has been so hard to get any off. I have been wracking my brain as to why this happened and then I had a realization. Last Fall my dad was sick, which has been years worth of struggle but we can get into that a different time if I feel the need. Anyway, I was so busy going back and froth from the hospital and my husband was still in the background stages of his government job so there was a lot more down time for him to watch our son and hold down the fort for me etc. I dropped a lot of weight during this time and kept it off over the holidays. Then in January my husband started his new job (which I am so grateful for and we are so lucky that he has the position that he does,) however his schedule is 12 hour shifts, a lot of overtime and shift covering etc. because he works in public safety/emergency services. Needless to say this creates very little free time for him and everything around the house and regarding our son fell on me. Don’t get me wrong I was used to doing most of that but with additional time for me to be able to go to the gym routinely, take a shopping break a couple of times a week etc., and suddenly I had no time at all. We rely on our parents for child care when we really need it but do not have a babysitter etc. due to how expensive it is and I had decided to stay home for these few years to raise Sean and not put him in daycare. I don’t think I realized how hard its been to have my husband in a job that requires such unusual hours and long shifts and how I have completely put my needs on hold for the most part, which I know sounds like I’m complaining and things could be so much worse but I know you guys are ok with a little venting session know and then. Putting my mental and physical health on the back burner for half a year has absolutely affected my body negatively and I know I need to scratch and claw my way back to a better healthier situation. I am hopeful that when Sean starts school next week (for a couple of days a week) that I can start to mend myself and look and feel how I know I should, and we all deserve to feel healthy and strong in our own bodies. Being on this end of the spectrum I can see how much I would take my health and athleticism for granted when I was in good shape but would only ever see the negative about myself, which makes me want to kick myself looking back on it. I know that I need to get my health straightened out in order to be the best version of myself and would love any tips on how to do that from those of you that are parents or have busy jobs or just have gone through health battles of your own. Sorry for the random somewhat complain driven post but this community has been so uplifting and you guys have messaged me some great advice before and I am so thankful. Until next time XO Chrissy

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